Ok, so..I feel like I’ve got so much to write about – my holidays, little trips to different hospitals, excitement and worry building at the thought of moving away from home and of course my MRI scan results – but hey, that last BIG bit can wait till the end. Lets just start from the…
Feeling relieved..
How did my MRI scan go? Fantastically! How do I feel? Brilliant! Am I worried about anything?..Definitely! Everything feels like my life is getting back to normal. In fact..better than normal? It’s 100% been confirmed that this year I WILL BE AT LAINE THEATRE ARTS..and I absolutely can not wait. I don’t feel like lounging…
Crazy Mind
So in two days I’m going to get the results to whatever’s going on in my head – do I feel like something’s growing? No, personally I don’t. But am I feeling on edge waiting for the outcome? Then yes…totally, 100%, yes yes yes! And for some reason more than usual. This week I feel…
My First Seizure..
You’re going to think I’m mad, but seizures were the funniest/weirdest/scariest things ever and yet they were brilliant! My first ever seizure was just after my second operation. My auntie (Beth), mum and I went to see my cousin, Yasha, in London. I can’t actually remember what our main reason was for being up there,…
Drugs and Paranoia
I’d just finished having chemo and radiation and, after what seemed liked forever, the four week ‘wash out’ was finally over and it was time for the trial drug to begin. So my first week taking the trial drugs seemed absolutely fine – I had to decide on what time I was going to be…
Look for the little perks..
I know, I know.. ‘there is nothin’ good about cancer’ .. and yes, I could’t agree with you more. But to me, there is no point sitting and only thinking about the bad things..open your eyes – sometimes it brings people together, it can make you look at situations in a completely new light, or…
Radiation & Chemo
So… 1) I’ve got brain Cancer. 2) I’ve been told that there is an 8% chance that i’ll live longer than the 18 months that they’ve given me and 3) we are all still hoping that my consultant and lawyer are fighting hard for the trial drug… But, lets at least try with some Radiation…
“18 Months…”
How did I feel when I just got home after brain surgery and being told I had Cancer? Inquisitive and fat. I’d been taking steroids for the past 2 months, I was eating a lot and definitely putting it on, my skin was terrible. I absolutely hate steroids. Yes I was inquisitive – but only…
The operation and the results
Over the next month, I was a completely different person. Not only did I look different – with a shaven, caved head due to no skull on the left hand side, but my memory was terrible! I couldn’t remember a single persons name, I had zero filter and having a conversation was like a game…
It all started from here…
I would absolutely love to be able to tell you every single detail of how I ended up at hospital and what I am going through these days – but a lot of it is all a blur… so I’ll tell you every detail of what I can remember. I was at a boyfriends house…
Mia Zandi 